Self-talk

Me: Please refrain from taking any Physics courses/modules, reading Physics article on Wikipedia or borrowing any Physics book from the library, Kelvin Anggara.

Me: I can't help it, man.

Me: You do not want to become a physicist, do you?

Me: Actually I thought about it and it was not bad at all. Leon Lederman got his BSc in Chemistry, but he did Physics in his Graduate school.

Me: You've got to be kidding me.

Me: Let me assure you that I am not.

Me: Well, don't get your hopes high. Physics experiments sometimes are not so as exciting as that of Chemistry.

Me: Yeah, but how if we combine both of them into a new disciple?

Me: You are dreaming.

Me: And dreams may come true.

peace
vixklen
P.S. I am just too obsessed with Physics day by day as the result of taking a General Physics course in Electromagnetism in SNU. I totally freak out as if I was watching a Big Bang concert when I attended/learned Quantum Physics in my school. I still remembered that the first quantum mechanics class that I attended was during my national training for IChO 2008. I totally launched SO MANY questions to the teacher and I was so satisfied with it. Is Quantum Mechanics really for me?
P.S.S. More evidence: I was having a class in spectroscopy and when we talked about lasers in our class, I totally dozed off when my teacher talked about algorithms, correlation functions, statistics, probabilities. But when he started to introduce and try to explain why "spontaneous emission" do occur and "spontaneous absorption" don't. I was awake and concentrated as if something really got inside me. My brain was totally awake and alert. HAHA! I even asked a bunch of questions after the class via email. On the next class the week afterward, my teacher came to me before class and he asked me: I see that you are really interested in quantum physics. And I told him why I love quantum physics. SNU is certainly nurturing my forbidden love towards quantum physics. HAHA!